Just seen a girl write about how she’s been accepted onto a drama school, and she’s not even applying for another two years.
I apply for 2012 entry and I don’t get in anywhere… I’m applying to 5 places next year and I’m starting to freak out so much.
I know EDSA is helping a lot, and every day I am getting somewhat more confident in my singing and knowing that I actually am good at singing.
But every time I think of auditioning again my heart speeds up and I worry about all the times I thought I did good auditions, but never got a place.
I hope to God that this doesn’t happen next year. I don’t even know what I will do if I don’t get in anywhere. I can’t go back to my hometown, there is literally nothing for me there and it’s filled with too many negative memories.
I just HAVE to get onto a drama school course :/